welcome foolish mortals to:
inexpressible
an expression of the inexpressible
thought lives matter, and so do writing lives for that matter. both are entwined in a double helix ๐งฌof waxing nostalgic + fresh introspection up in here, up in here. I’m about to loose control up in here, up in here.
this is a personal niche-webpage I lovingly hand crafted using the building blocks of cyberspace. I needed a simple space on the line (thank Vince Vaughn for that priceless gem) to pontificate all of this (all of me). it is my sweet everything + my beautiful nothing. trying to partake in the indie.web movement that’s happening right now (also not happening perhaps). it is the underground of the internet (and also not since it’s being widely received). what once was were abandoned pages/blogs/sites that told fragments of people’s lives. some deeply personal + others unabashedly shallow. I’m somewhere between these two extremes that’s my sweet spot I’m living it up in.
this is me on a rainy day indoors writing in my sketch journal, wondering perhaps what to even write about. I’ve got a glass of wine and am sufficiently caffeinated. the gray canopy of a sunless day inspires me to tarry indoors and to get in that creative ecstasy that comes with doing and not merely living in my own thoughts. sometim
hello, call me spike on the line. I’m the webmaster here just doing my thing, writing lots and sharing all of the crazy shit that I like/love/hate/indifferent towards, and all of the above.
I’m an enhanced individualist originally from Chiraq now kicking it in North Carolina (which I refer to as Middle Earth). genetically I’m half Korean + Portuguese, but most people think I’m Filipino so I roll with that (also I speak Tagalog). I like lots of retro shit, art + design, poetry, writing, new media and martial arts. I enjoy being goofy and crazy some, non judgmental, and quite artistic (not autistic, there’s a difference). you won’t find me very politically correct either (sorry not sorry as the kids like saying).
I usually just describe myself thus: the heart of a warrior-poet, the soul of an artist, the spirit of a swordsman, the mind of an assassin and the personality of a lounge singer. while shallow people pretend to be humble and intellectual, I prefer to act shallow and flashy just because. call it my performance art. fun!
persona: chillaxed, laid back city cat with a pool hustler attitude and a poetic perspective in life. I don’t really like to talk about it much but I’m secretly a secret agent (lets keep that between ourselves I don’t want to endanger anybodies life). I’m quite observant (being an urbanite but also a trained observer helps) which would make me a great lookout I guess. could have been a teeth model (I have A1’s) I don’t like to brag (don’t be hating don’t look good on yo rezume – your face). I also have many, many clothes and a crazy dog named Stoopz who likes nibbling on my toes (such a weird dog!). I’m 65% minimalist and 25% introverted.
just an amalgam of the following beings: Al Bundy, Alex P. Keaton, Vince Vaughn, Bruce Lee, Ferris Bueller, The Vampire Lestat, Jack Tripper, Gordon Ramsay, Tony Almeida, and Dr. Gori.
origin story: this might take a bit out of me. I’m from uptown, Chiraq. learned martial arts early in life. My first computer? An Amiga 5,000. I knew I wanted to be a graphic designer in highschool, but wound up being a visual designer who codes. Hey if I could I’d be a tea farmer in the Andes mountains raising Llamas. Or a bountyhunter for people who fake their own deaths. Graduated from SAIC in Visual Design.